It comforts me. It keeps me, alive each day of my life

1_true_journal @ 2007-11-25T18:56:00

2007-11-25T18:58:20Z

got the work xmas party coming up on sunday! my mum is going apshit, as its on a school night, in croyden, the epicenter of all crime. but i don't care, because the boy will be there. in a tux (its james bond themed, my friends)

was rather bored today, so i re-arranged my room insted of writing my history essay. productive, no?

1_true_journal @ 2007-11-05T07:58:00

2007-11-05T07:59:19Z

i'VE BEEN OFFERED SPACES AT TWO UNIVERSITIES ( SO FAR)! FUCK YES!!!!

1_true_journal @ 2007-10-26T14:06:00

2007-10-26T13:09:44Z

♥ →

SO DENIED. SO I LIED
       ARE YOU THE NOW OR NEVER KIND?
          IN A DAY AND THE DAY LOVE
            I'M GOING TO BE GONE FOR GOOD AGAIN

Are you willing to be had? Are you cool with just tonight?

1_true_journal @ 2007-08-10T18:01:00

2007-08-10T17:08:14Z

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall

exam results next week. am rather nervous

I always said that I was gonna make it,
Now it's plain for everyone to see,
But this game I'm in don't take no prisoners,
Just casualties,

havent seen the boy in a while. miss him.

Just casualties,
I know that everything is gonna change,
Even the friends I knew before me go,
But this dream is the life I've been searching for,
Started believing that I was the greatest,
My life was never gonna be the same,

have spent to much time at work this week. i miss my summer hoildays

Cause with the money came a different status,
That's when things change,
Now I'm too concerned with all the things I own,
Blinded by all the pretty girls I see,
I'm beginning to lose my integrity

go on hoilday in 1 week. why am i not more exited?

1_true_journal @ 2007-07-25T18:40:00

2007-07-25T17:42:30Z

Summer is here! Yay!
The Boy's girls had dumped him!
I have to work tomorrow :-(
4 weeks till i go away (ugh, major food panic right now!)

i have just started the slimfast diet. that shit better work!

Harry potter ond Oh My Fuck was That really the Last Ever Book?

2007-07-22T09:14:19Z

There will be spoilers under the cut. do you here me? SPOILERS

There is just one thing i have to say before i get on with my squee!ing about the book. If i hear one more person compare this book to a fanfiction, i will shoot them. IT CAN'T BE/BE LIKE FANFICTION IF ITS WRITTEN BY THE AUTHOR OF THE SERIES, IT IS YOUR FANFICTION, OR FANFICTION YOU HAVE READ THAT SOUND LIKE THE BOOK? OK?

*coughs*

All in all i liked the book. Love would be stretch i can't quit reach yet, but i think this is because i need to actually read the book at a slower pace than i did the first time. It does not beat POA and HBP, but third fave out of a series of 7 can't be bad.

There are many things in the box that i love to pieces. Namely , they are

X The Ron/Hermione kiss. through out the book (mainly when they took Hermione at the Malfoy Manor), i thought that JKR would actually kill one of them without them getting together. By the time the kiss happened, i had resigned myself to the fact that if they were alive at the end of the battle then they would get together, unless one of them died. So when i read the scene in which the kiss occurred, i screamed and did a little victory dance around my room. I am so sad.

X Harry/Ginny kiss *awww*

X Tonks/Lupin Marriage/Baby. Despite the fact that Tonks displayed idiotic proportions of stupidity at the end of the book (LEAVING YOUR BABY ALONE TO FIGHT A WAR! WTF! DID YOU LEARN NOTHING FROM HARRY. DO YOU WANT YOUR BABY TO LIVE ITS LIFE ALONE WITHOUT PARENTS? DO YOU) i love that they got married and had babies. It made me *squee*.

X That DD was dead

Things that i didn't like, but liked (if that makes sence)

X The death of Fred. It made me cry like a baby. And the fact the the other twin is still alive? pure evil.

X Hedwig! Oh hedwig *hugs*

X The ending and the fact that none of the three main characters died. Yes, i wanted either Harry or Hermione to die. Never Ron. Never, ever Ron, as he can't die. Ever. I feel kind of cheated but this. (strange, i know). But the fact that R/H and H/g made sweet love and had many children kind of makes up for that. I guess.

X Voldemorts death was to quick. But i like the Harry/DD chapter at kings cross.

Im sure this list will get bigger over time, but i can't think atm.

Harry Potter and since when did Emma become the best dressed of the group?

2007-06-25T19:19:24Z

I am becoming ill. I must be, because it is not possible that for once Emma is not the person fugging up the picture. In fact, she is the best looking one in the picture. Oh my.

You know, for all that pirates are clever-called, we are an unimaginative lot

2007-06-10T13:56:33Z

Lets get one thing straight. I *squeeed!* with delight when i heard they were making a second and third pirates film, because, you see, i was/am obsessed with the films. but if i new how badly they were to butcher they characters/plot i would have told them to leave it alone.

The sad thing about the third film is it actually had a very good plot line, but it was ruined by stupid humor, poor dialog and the fact that the entire middle section of the film could and should have been cut out.

It was not all bad and i have seen worse films, but the potential it had makes me sad and angry with the finished product. everything about the film seem rushed and off, like none of the actors (beside Johnny Depp and Geoffrey Rush) actually wanted to be there. Kiera Mcpouterson and Orlando Bloom spent the entire movie acting like the whole thing was above them. YOU WOULD BOTH BE NOBODIES IF IT WEREN'T FOR THESE FILMS. PUT SOME FUCKING EFFORT IN!
argh

but, their were some good bits. Like the 10 zillion Johnny Depp's. i am currently planning a covert operation in which i shall steal them and rent them out to my friends to pay for my university fee's next year( and keep one for myself) imagine being able to say Jack Sparrow was your bitch boy? BWAHAHAHAHA.

i also loved the first scene in the film. very well put together and i felt so sad for the little pirate boy ( but damn it, that scene got my hopes up. wankers)

so all in all, when looking back over the three films, i have to see i want to have babies with the first one, marry the second and divorce the third. Tis such a shame how all relationships end in divorse these days...

1_true_journal @ 2007-06-07T18:12:00

2007-06-07T17:24:38Z

Britney, my child, just stop, ok just. no more. No more vag flashing. no more cheap wigs. No more denial about the fact that you have had two kids and your body is not what it used to be. just. no more, k?

ok, Britney, darling, if i had just two kids and i was rocking your body atm, i would be proud. but and insy bikini is not the way to go. YOU ARE NOT THERE YET. Get one that fits, or maybe a one piece , they do such nice one-pieces now. Why would you go for one that looks like it has purply pubs on the front? and whats with the head scarf. ROCK YOUR BALDNESS. you can't do a kylie my child, you did not have cancer, you will get no sympathy.

Britney, if you ever want a comeback, disappear for a year, and then comeback with your rocking new album with a rocking new body, like this one you used to have?

remember?

P.I.S.S.E.D

2007-06-04T12:08:07Z

Someone up there is really shittying with me. First off, i major fucked up at work which means im going to yelled at/fired next saturday, i have three exams this week which i need to start revising for and now my mother fucking dvd player has STOPPED WORKING and the fucker HAS A DISK OF 24 IN IT THAT I HAVENT FINISHED AND CANT GET OUT.

PISSED

1_true_journal @ 2007-06-03T10:46:00

2007-06-03T09:57:30Z

If i were a religious person, i would worship Karl Lagerfeld. He is awesome. He owns all. but even OGK (our god Karl) gets it wrong sometime. and when Karl gets it wrong, he really gets it wrong.

Emma watson has a tendency of getting dressed in the dark. She is incapable of actually putting an outfit together without fucking up something. So what happens when you put the two together?

...

karl, your pout will not get you out of this. what were you thinking. I blame Lindsay, she is a terrible influence on you. I have told you before Karl, do not take any white powder lindsay offers you. especially if you in the middle of designing a collection. We have seen what happens and its not pretty. Sweet jesus, what inspired you to create a dress for feathers and tinsel? What part of you Brain told you this outfit would work? At which point did you stare at your blank page and think " (in a german accent) i wonder if i can design a dress so hideous that no one would wear it! After all i am chanel and i own you everyone! BWAHAHAHAHA". well stop laughing Karl. because you clearly have never witnessed the monstrosity's Miss Watson is capable of putting together

I would like to take the time to point out how much i love her shoes. and bag. and despite the fact she should have kept it brown, her hair looks stunning. But thats it. the dress is terrible. Emma do your friends not like you? Did you not tell them what you were wearing. Or are you all blind? Or high at the time? Emma you need to hire a stylist, or fire the one you have at the moment, because this is not working! You have no justification for this dress. I dont care if it was desinged by Karl! WE DON'T LISTEN TO KARL. ESPECIALLY WHEN HE'S BEEN WITH LINDSAY. Listen. i get thats its Chanel and your 17 and most 17 years olds don't get to wear chanel dresses to Gala things (yes, this is me being jealous) but couture dresses are made for 6'1 runway models, and even they can't pull half this shit off. so just leave it to them, ok, and go experiment with leggings and neon colours, like bonnie, she looks like shes having a blast

I hate Boys

2007-05-02T17:52:22Z

...Is it that the guy i have no interest in is the one that is that is interested in me

why

Someone up there must really hate me.

But he actually sat next to me today! first time in about 2 months. (F.Y.I he is a guy i started to like about 4/5 months ago. i found out about 2 months ago he thought i was fit. the next week he then found out i liked him. This new was followed by 2 months of him ignoring me. He's only just started to speak to me properly again!)

PROGRESS

1_true_journal @ 2007-04-21T17:00:00

2007-04-21T16:08:43Z

Don't get me wrong, i like the harry potter films. If i pretend that i'm just watching a film, most of them (bar number four, which was a shit fest to the extreme), i can watch and most of the time enjoy.

But sadly, every time a new film is released, i get some form of hope that this one might actually make me feel like i've read the book its based on....and then the trailers come out.

why can is it insanly hard for the writers to keep a character IN CHARACTER. jesus fuck.

ARRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

P.S " who are you and what have you done with Hermione granger"

don't bother Ron,. us cannon lovers have asked that for 5 films and have got no answer. Exept the eyebrows and it will all be fine

RUN KATE

2007-02-11T10:13:13Z

OMG at the episode of lost Sky aired last night (episode 6, i think). Ignore all i said about liking skate ~~even though skate sex was hot~~. i loved the jack/kate tension in the episode. There love will last a lifetime

taken from JK's website

2007-02-06T19:44:29Z

Charles Dickens put it better than I ever could:

'It would concern the reader little, perhaps, to know how sorrowfully the pen is laid down at the close of a two-years' imaginative task; or how an Author feels as if he were dismissing some portion of himself into the shadowy world, when a crowd of the creatures of his brain are going from him for ever.'

To which I can only sigh, try seventeen years, Charles...

I always knew that Harry's story would end with the seventh book, but saying goodbye has been just as hard as I always knew it would be. Even while I'm mourning, though, I feel an incredible sense of achievement. I can hardly believe that I've finally written the ending I've been planning for so many years. I've never felt such a mixture of extreme emotions in my life, never dreamed I could feel simultaneously heartbroken and euphoric.

Some of you have expressed a (much more muted!) mixture of happiness and sadness at the prospect of the last book being published, and that has meant more than I can tell you. If it comes as any consolation, I think that there will be plenty to continue arguing and speculating about, even after 'Deathly Hallows' comes out. So if you're not yet ready to quit the message boards, do not despair...

I'm almost scared to admit this, but one thing has stopped me collapsing in a puddle of misery on the floor. While each of the previous Potter books has strong claims on my affections, 'Deathly Hallows' is my favourite, and that is the most wonderful way to finish the series.

It just hit me this is the end, you know. I do not want this book to end. God knows what i'll do at the end of all this, but i can't imagain what JK's feeling right about now.
R.I.P Harry. I'll miss you. :(

Gah

2007-02-06T16:34:21Z

I hate courcework. hate it so fucking much. Such is life. Its good to see exam panic is back again, and it's what, Febuary. Joy.

Friends Only

2006-11-18T20:04:36Z